domingo, 28 de março de 2010

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"Olhei pasma a luz prateada e pálida que entrava pela janela.
pela primeira vez em mais de 4 meses eu tinha dormido sem sonhar.
Sem sonhas nem gritar.
Eu não sabia qual emoção era mais a forte - o alívio ou o choque.
Fiquei imóvel na cama por alguns minutos, esperando que voltasse.
Porque alguma sensação devia vir.
Se não a dor o torpor.
Esperei, mas nada aconteceu.
Eu estava descansada como não sentia havia muito tempo."

New Moon.


É hoje foi bem isso mesmo.
Quase esperançosa seria a palavra ideal
Não estava curada, mas parece que o buraco esta sendo tampado,
ou escondido talvez.

sábado, 27 de março de 2010

she wants someone to call her angel;
someone to put the light back in her eyes.
she's looking through the faces, and
unfamiliar places; she needs someone
to hear her when she cries.
I want you to know that I'm happy for you
I wish nothing but the best for you both
An older version of me
Is she perverted like me
Would she go down on you in of theater?
Does she speak eloquently
And would she have your baby
I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother

Cause the love that you gave that we made
Wasn't able to make it enough for you to be open wide, no
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you'd hold me
Until you died, 'til you died
But you're still alive

(chorus)
And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know

You seem very well, things look peaceful
I'm not quite as well, I thought you should know
Did you forget about me Mr. Duplicity
I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner
It was a slap in the face how quickly I was replaced
And are you thinking of me when you fuck her

Cause the love that you gave that we made
Wasn't able to make it enough for you to be open wide, no
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you'd hold me
Until you died, 'til you died
But you're still alive

(repeat chorus)

Cause the joke that you laid in the bed that was me
And i'm not going to fade
As soon as you close your eyes and you know it
And everytime I scratch my nails down someone else's back
I hope you feel it ... well can you feel it?

(repeat chorus)
Don't you see, don't you see that the charade is over?
And all the "Best Deceptions" and the "Clever Cover Story" awards
Go to you.
So kiss me hard 'cause this will be the last time that I let you
You will be back someday
And this awkward kiss that screams of other people's lips
Will be of service to keeping you away
To keeping you away
Você não chorará a minha ausência, eu sei
Você me esqueceu a algum tempo
Serei eu tão desimportante?
Serei eu tão insiguinificante?
Não tem algo faltando?
Não tem ninguém sentindo a minha falta?

Mesmo eu sendo sacrificada
Você não tentará por mim, não agora
Mesmo eu morrendo para saber que você me ama
Eu estou sozinha
Não tem ninguém sentindo a minha falta?
E então o que resta?
Não nos resta nada.
Nem um pingo de esperança